i am at a crossroads and there is no sign of ralph macchio

i'm not at a guitar crossroads as danielson was, but a crossroads none the less. what should i do. surely sitting 12 hours a day in a studio, doing absolutely nothing will not help further my retarded career. but moving back might mean never getting ahead. but it would mean more disc golf and salt and pepper chicken.

oli is going to have surgery friday. he's so little. i hope he will be ok. im worried.